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Email: Pentecostals: Hi In through all this, I very unfortunately got involved with
a 'penticostal deliverance ministry' called 'Shepherds Heart'
in Australia, in Canberra: http://www.shepherdsheart.com.au/index.php?p=1_1_Home
..even though I was very amiable, he seemed to have a negative
tone in his voice to me, and kept going back to my 'needing '
to renounce my '3rd eye'... with his wife asking me 'do you need
to keep that open? ' pointing to her forehead.., and their resident
'prophetess witch/medium' got very angry with me when I would
not do this.. I have felt my energy and like my life experiences being drained away by him.., its so unbelievable, this is supposed to be a 'christian'..I suspect he is a Satanist in disguise as a Christian personally..or something along those lines.. I told him before all this, which convinced me to see him,
that I read about new agers doing 'cloud busting' with their
mind projections.., and that I just tried it and found I could
do it, .. I told him I was tired of some Christians being against
the development of spiritual abilities that were not stereotypical
.., he responded by saying, I should develop this 'gift', which
convinced me to see him.., which I severely regretted to this
day... .instead of renouncing my 3rd eye, I renounced him, his 'god' , his 'chirst', his false spirit...and those like him that follow his 'god'..., even to this day, I experience daily ongoing anger at his constantly intruding in my mind/person, which is very clear when it happens, ..I meditated for some years, and can keep my mind very still, I know when another prescence intrudes... .speaking to other penticostals is a waste of time, they keep telling me to forgive and pray for him, unfortunately, this just has the effect of opening the spiritual channels to his further intrusion and violation, and lifts the burden off him enabling him to continue, just expecting, literally, you to perpetually 'forgive' him while he continues to just violate in his cold calculating reprobate narcissitstic manner...I believe those like him are sold to the devil and are beyond forgiveness, having no more conscience, just ambition to control and steal, ..taken over by the devil totally..., but appearing 'christian' by all outward signs... ..so, its getting to the point, where I now don't want to listen to penticostal ignorant nonsense with regards to this, as it just has the effect of putting me in more bondage and somehow opening me up to him more, in the 'authroity' he assumes in that whole system of thought/spiritualism..., and I am trying to find a Christian occult group that is aware on these levels and actually has some intelligence and sense about how to deal with this serious spirituall bondage/violation comeing as a sleazy Christian just to do great harm.. Even a Christian Toaist or Yoga group, that is aware and actually really knows how to fight and train and grow mutually in this area.., I looked at Knights Templar, but they believe in mary Magdalene is a goddess, the Christian Rosicrucians believe in defending 'all religions'..., what I really truly need is a physical manifestation of the Order of Melchisadek, ...from the spiritual really, to interact with.. ...because I actually battle of lot of witches and negative
occultism as well, which somehow over time has occurred, including
Satanists who , believe it or not, are natural therapists..,
and what darnell has done, is actually weaken me in the middle
of all this battling, in his sleazing way using Christ to compromise
and steal, making it a herculiean task just to to the most ordinary
things, ..which appear monumental at times, and the energy draining
from all this has been such, that I could not do things past
40 mins to an hour without having to lie down for 2 hours...Witches
just seem to 'pick up' on you. One woman came up to me at Uni
and insisted in a nice way we exchange details, and mentioned
to me how I could 'just make my mind stil'..which was so true...,
she ended up not wanting to interact with me as I was a Christian
who did not believe in 'gay lifestyles'..., the Uni seems rife
with them, and I have had to deal with their intrusions as well...it
is SOOOOOO draining having to do all this on your own.nowhere
to go, no one with any real intelligence to talk to with any
practical advice apart from usuall easy 'christian cliches' of
'forgiveness' and all that...just to be able to pray against
him/them collectively would be so good,..etc.. His 'Church/people'???.....they actually seem as bad as the
worst Satanists dressed in Christian guise, ... ..anyway, since your website speaks of matters which go beyond
ordinary Christian thinking regarding realities on 4th dimensions
etc, which I can VERY relate to and am aware of much of the time..,
I thought I would run this by you, .. In case you know of where
I can go or act in some helpful way if so lead by the TRUE God,
YHWH-Elohim... |
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